Fun read! Just an FYI the link seems to be messed up when clicked (i fixed it by copying and pasting manually)
I think we each have our ways to motivate ourselves, and this one is definitely valid. From my beginnings with Flash games I've always just wanted to prove to some invisible audience what Flash is capable of by pushing it to its limits. I don't know if anyone cared what if what I did was in Flash as long as it was fun, but I always wanted to keep evolving. With 2020 just around the corner I'm forced to move onto the next thing, but I can definitely say I had fun along the way and I'm starting to relive some of that fun through learning new tools (I still prefer Flash, but that's not in my control at this point lol)
PieSaus
A bit of healthy competition is decent motivation in the art field. In my opinion its better to chase a unachievable goal (like being the best) rather then seek instant gratification. The latter tend to lose motivation quickly and in the end give up on their dreams at the first sign of harshness.
That said keep up your good work sir, I hope to see more awesome stuff from you soon.